I wouldn't feel comfortable around anyone in some light, i like to be with only a couple of people, so i can control where i sit, what angle they see of me, if the family crowds in or if Im exposed from all angles i get incredibly anxious, worried. I have a birthmark, fairly small, on the underside of my chin, i am extremely conscious of it.
But yeah, about parents. My parents have there own issues, they got divorced, my dad blames my mum for sending the kids 'twisted' , my mum was the first person i told, but she still has no toleration for my needs, i have the Ocd symptoms that come with bdd, face washing, apply concealer etc, i mean im a 20 year old, who loves football...etc..doesn't fit does it!!
My mum understood, for about a day, and then it was gone, it disappoints me, the lack of interest they have, as i've fell apart, mainly i should say, due to the abusive house i grew up in. But i certainly, certainly do not feel sorry for myself. One chance at life, and it kills me to think im spending half of it anxious, mirror checking, because man...i want to live.